Pheonix Hearts

As humans adventuring on planet earth sometimes we all face storms, and if we were not prepared to face them sometimes it creates a lot of chaos and we often can lose our footing when our “Normals” change.




In my own adventure,

What I learned, thanks to the amazing community around me that I was able to pull through and resolve and repair what needed repairing.
There was a time however when my ability to function ran low.

I learned during this portion of the journey we have to learn to be ok with resting and repairing the damages.

Weather they be physical or emotional it is needed to process, feel, pray and release so we can be our best selves.

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I’ve been a gamer for as long as I can remember though for the past decade I haven’t felt much like gaming at all. I really needed that break so I could instead focus on being a creator and a mother. ♥

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Hi, My name is Sakura and I am also known online as Keirani; if you’re new here I’m happy you bothered to stop by my page and say “hello!” by leaving a comment.
but let me tell you a story I haven’t shared with any of my viewers yet to paint you a picture of the inspiration behind creating ManaUp Gaming.

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As a teenager; I was one of the first generations with access to the internet.
Having grown up online I learned very quickly that I could keep in touch with friends who had moved away. We could keep connected over distance with our shared interests and I was at a very early age networking with friends all around the world.
(Did I mention these were some of the most challenging years of my life due to what was going on at home?)

I along with all my friends created a network of geeks and gamers.
The Nerds and Creators all built their own contribution to this new world we all share.
Where no matter the storm we always found hope as the heroes healing many many many worlds. (We are multidimension warriors after all!)

So my our non-profit:
ManaUp Gaming
Is what my friends and I have been doing for as long as we’ve known one another, we just gave it a fancy name.

For those experiencing loneliness geek culture is a great way to make real true authentic friendships.

Card games, or board games

I’m sure its been a thing long before me; and I thank the geeks and creators who helped pave the way to a safe heaven in this beautiful experience we share called life.

It’s been so wonderful over the years hanging out with good friends, sharing a good show or film together, these days companies seem to want to focus more on copyright battles then the overall appreciation of the shared experience.
(We get it they love $ most but that was also the motivation why we eventually stopped our subscriptions to specific game’s and continue to look for great new independent adventures.)

Nostalgia can be very healing on its own and I have done some returning back to worlds that had positively impacted my life and personal growth learning to become a leader.

If you are facing a storm;
Know its ok to just sit where we are; and pray for clarity.
There may soon be a time you feel pulled to align again.

To go within and address the pain and hurts that have caused us to close down to others.
While it may have felt like it; what if we really have never been alone?
We were always with ourselves; and we can hold ourselves accountable as the observer to our lives.

We all can take this time to heal the healthy, and the unhealthy shame that often hold us back from being our authentic selves.

Doing this work; for myself has been the most important steps to healing everything around me. We can choose to be the good we needed growing up as kids.
Gifting to the future generations a chance at a good life.

What if reincarnation is real anyway?
Wouldn’t we want a better story next time?

Let’s Start today! ♥


Happy Gaming and much love
Sakura Kei ♥